Many times have I heard that bad news, not happening on me but I know it will hit me one day, wonder how I would take it? Third month of the year but fourth time hearing it, I have came across that topic with a friend during one of the summer nights. Maybe when I should only start worrying about it when it hits me, the feeling of losing something you tressure since the day you were born.

Can't help thinking about it, if only anyone could pause the time from moving for one second, or even half a second, impossible ey? Sigh..

A night with the catch ups, I been missing out and it was great :)

I wonder how will tomorrow look, will there be any job offers? *keeping fingers crossed*

Relieved

Relieved is the right word. Went out for a night for a glass of hot chocolate & some wedges, some stories shared and it feels good. I need more nights like this, with no boost but lotsa talking. Makes me feel like home, although without the standard maggi goreng and limau ais, no bengs and lians around, no idiots driving their "modified" car around showing their ass off.

I miss home today, guess that was what that has been bothering me too much. Job search isnt too good still, rejected by many many companies, need a job badly, more like need to fill my time with something and expecting some $$ in return to feel not so guilty.

I call it a good night, fabulous one. :)

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More than a month since I last posted, almost 2 months since I came back this down under land. Gone thru stuff like studying, test, and almost to the stage that I dont will last for how long - job search. *keeps fingers crossed & prays hard*

Everything, when I say everything, I mean yes, almost all the things around me are changing. Friendship, environment and life are the major ones that are changing drastically. Not so good I supposed, it'd be if it changed for the better but hell no and I really dont like it. Friendship usually gives me all the shit over summer, then later it gets back to normal, it feels as if I am back to high school again when I dont see my friends for a month and I feel different when I see them next, as if there's a invisible gap growing somewhere..

I finally understand why people say life is a cycle, things u face and see in life, up to a certain point, for example like now, u feel them all coming back again. You dont know what to expect, you just go with the flow and pray for the best..

Waiting for them to end quick..*sigh*