Happy Chinese New Year

The never stop nagging from the one has just again started just now. He's getting PMS these days, reason being me not home all the time, either out shopping, meeting friends or like what I did today, helped my cousin with spring cleaning at her place instead of welcoming Chinese New Year & start decorating the house.

Alot of spring cleaning done to each and every house as I can see, though the Chinese New Year atmosphere cant be seen too much everywhere, except for the lanterns along the streets, lesser and lesser stall are selling mandarin oranges, could it be the a lil bit rush in time of the year? or could it be something else, I aint too sure about it either.

Bro in NZ is gonna be the first to celebrate Chinese New Year, then it'd be everyone else in KL then bro in germany. To the 3/7 there in sydney, enjoy your reunion dinner with friends, do give the 4/7 a call if you guys have the time & $$! HeeHee!

Recalling my first time not celebrating CNY in KL was in Year 2002, I went chinatown in toronto with my 2 other close gal friends and had our good as heaven reunion dinner ourselves. We had lobster, prawns, brinjal, omelette! It wasnt so bad over there because we still have classes to attend and no one received any red packets so no one had home sick! Instead we were having our own fun every day & night! Then there was Year 2003 when I was in germany with my bro & his gf(now his ex), that was a bad one, I dreamt day & night to be home, partly was because I had too much time(I was on hols while waiting for my admission to Uni) & I called home too much to my special someone during that time.

After those 2 years I got the chance to be home during CNY, but it aint fun as before, probably because not so much of noise in the house, although the same tradition goes on, "bai nin", get red packets, greet & wish the elders, mini casino session but something is still lacking, my bros arent here to enjoy this festive season with me, glad my cousin's still here!

Just incase I wont be able to greet everyone on the day itself, Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Chai!! Will be heading up to bangkok on CNY 1st day!! Shopping shopping!! keep me happy keep me alive!!

-1 day to Bangkok-
-21 days to Sydney-

Blacked out

CNY is near, my lovey dovey cousin got me here to help her dye her hair, while she helped me with my dance party poster, took us about 3 hours to get everything done, just when she wanted to restart her pc, it BLACKED OUT!! Thank God! I said to myself, at least the electricity didnt cut off while I was dye-ing her hair for her, neither when she was designing the poster, otherwise we'll see her getting all on her nerves after spending so much time doing the poster & with her "gel-ed" hair, *LOL* So can imagine that scene! *laughs badly*

I am having trouble sleeping again! *SIGHS* the other pig is already snoring & I am still up! Gotta adjust my biological clock again, I dont know which timezone I am following but joy loves the night than anyone else.

On a separate note, I came across this forum called Streething, I'd recommend it to peeps who love to go Hippie & funky, you get to meet people who are big fan of those Nike dunk dunk stuff, other than sneakers, I also got hooked onto this post, this guy was introducing some Local Brands, there's one called Homicydal, pretty good design they have, credit goes to Julian who brought me to the shop in Sg.wang outlet that have them & recommending me to the forum!! *Starts saving $$*, I wanna get homicydal tees!!!

Alrighty, that should be it for today..rockin & still rockin!!

2 days to my departure to Bangkok
22 days to my departure to Evil Land Australia

Beads beads beads..They are back into fashion trend! *grins*. Used to hate 'em & starting to love them! Above's just a photo of accessories I've bought..Stuff that makes me happy all day long! HeeHee!!

Today I went Sg.wang with Ju, a special recommended shop would be this..

Note: There's no mama in there, even chiqs in there arent HOT..but I've gotta give it to the interior of the restaurant & the waiters/waitresses are pretty efficient, something you wouldn't expect in a restaurant in Sungei Wang & most importantly, the prices for each dish are quite affordable, think the most expensive one was about 15 bucks, well even the food taste just ordinary like what you can get tepi jalan(beside the street), pay abit for the design & the effort they put in to make the food look so nice & tempting can? Just go try it when you all have the time..

We ordered these..

I forgot what it's called, Cheesy Canai Chicken? Basically its chicken wrapped in roti canai with a layer of cheese.Yummy!

Another appetizer, forgot the name also! LOL! It's shrimp wrapped with banana(the lighter brown ones) & mango.

Nasi Lemak, but the nasi is the shape of cone(on the menu it says something pyramid,really got CONNED!!LOL) instead of plate they used something like a cutting board with banana leaf on it! LOL well that's what it looks like to me.

All that above just ended my day...tralalass

Left with a body with a missing soul. Does life still move on when you get stuck like how I am? Ways and ideas that I've thought, don't seemed to solve my problem that's been BTT-ed for so long.

BTT does hide the problem for short term, the longer we BTT, the tougher the problem becomes, hence more difficult to solve.

Still escaping...

-25 days to my departure-

Another sleepless night

I am having less than a month before I go back to sydney, I have lots to do & some shopping needed yet havent been doing anything. Planned to go salon this week but the price would be doubled, I doubt I will be doing anything to it until CNY is over.

Time flies, I've been back for more than a month and what I remember doing were just shopping & attending dinners. Just this month itself I've attended four..rounder & rounder!

Just last wednesday my house's landline was having some problem, til now I still dont know what it is, but basically I couldnt go online or make any phone calls, so I was screwed!! The technician who came next day saved my life and therefore I am back online 24/7.

The upcoming big event would be Chinese New Year. I will be going Bangkok with my family & Aunt's family. Hoping it to turn out to be a good one..

To end my post for today..
A List of Songs I've been listening to recently..

• Shayne Ward - That's my goal
• BSB - Crawling back to you, I still, Climbing the walls
• Daniel Powter - Bad Day
• Westlife - You raise me up
• The Pussycat Dolls - Stickwitu

Farewell to 1/7 - BeeLing

Our 1/7 has gone back to Penang for good. Having the thought that won't be seeing her next month when I go back to sydney is rather depressing, afterall we've been through so much, too much that you can't list them all.

Just a summary of how I got to know her better..
Think it was 2004 Semester 2 exam period, I ALWAYS study at her place, and always get to taste food she cooks. I remember there was one night when I was starving and went her place and she heated up some food for me. Then there was TVB series session, after cooking dinner we'll place all dishes in her room and eat while watch.

She came to KL around early Dec 2004, we were too excited to see each other and we chit-chated til 4-5am. We sang songs, talked rubbish, and spent the next few days(or was it a week, including the Penang trip) together. Gonna miss it. Hope we'll able to do that again next time when I am back for good(if we have the time, with the 4/7 is possible, we had another 1/7 last time, remember?)

Then there was SUAMS that brought us even closer, the super lame times we had in THE LIBRARY. The figner talking, toes talking, police killer..LOL!! Dinners every week, yummilicious food she always cooked, the bday dinner she cooked..HEAVEN!! The chocolate cake u baked for the eldest 1/7 with the "ingredients"..

Alright..those were a bit too much than expected, well of course there was something bad that happened in between..as I always have in mind, when our friendship is able to go through the tough times, it'll be much more appreciated!

BLing, sorry to put you down last time..all the best in your next phase of life, will always have 6/7 supporting you!! We LOVE you!!

xoxo

I'M SHIT ASS BORED!! GOD PLEASE DONT KILL ME WITH BOREDOM!!

Reminder to my ownself

I have to start a new life, this is what I've been telling myself every morning when I get my ass outta my bed.

I've really gotta move on, I seem to foresee something bad to happen again if I continue to behave like who I am.

BTT can possibly be the solution for everything, some asked if it really did solve my problem? Somehow yea it did, but just for a short period of time.

I have to learn to treat myself better before I start treating anyone else any better. When I can't help myself, who am I to help others?

The more challenging the problem we have in our life, the tougher we get, nothing is easy in life, right?

Just a lil reminder to myself..
Sometimes no matter how much effort and time you put into something, you dont always get what you want in return.

Grandpa's 75th & Grandma's 70th Birthday

Dinner this time around isnt as grand as the the one we had 2 years back, only some close relatives & grandparents' friends are invited to the dinner. We as the host, having no camera man this year, has got me volunteered to capture all the wonderful moments where our family share together.

Here are some of them..

Mua, My one & only elder male cousin from mum's side & my closest cousin

Mua with mua nephew & nieces(those 2 on the right are twins, a boy & a girl)

Blogspot's having some problem with photos upload..guess I can only continue tomorrow! to be edited!!

(uploaded later)

Me with my as tall cousin(he's 4 years younger btw)

Grandparents' Cake

Damn typical chinese restaurant, they gave us chopsticks and cake!

The dessert most chinese restaurant will serve for a birthday function

Photo taken after all guests left, a photo of cousin & I seeing our reflections in the mirror, with some flower used as deco for the VIP table

Shopping Spree

Alright..my 3rd time going to midvalley in within a week, this time I did a lil bit of shopping. I am happy! Thought of not getting those too funky clothes but just couldn't resist! Bought a number of them, pair of Nike shoes & Vincci heels! *grins*

Was arranging my clothes to put them nicely into my luggage, guess I've bought alot this time...shall stop for few weeks, otherwise mum will go bankrupt! HeeHee!

Some photos of what makes me so happy today..


They made my day...*grins*

Heard too much from one, observing the other one, seen his true colours, why cant he just stop nagging and sometimes his bullshit about other people..god damn it..blardee pissed..Common..I need a break!!

Feeling...

• Sleepy
• Bloated(Fried Rice for lunch, 3 pieces of Sushi, 2 buns & 2 Herbal Eggs followed with Char kuey teow..All in 6 hours time)
• Tired
• Frustrated(Wanna sleep but food hasnt digested yet)
• Bengang(too sleepy but still thinking..)

A post on 110106

KL's weather has been gloomy & cloudy, then it'd start pouring when the sun sets, it quite matches with what I've been feeling in the past few days. Nothing is bothering me, its probably just the weather and all stupid thoughts that runs around my mind, or could be the boredom, I havent talk much to anyone in person, brain gets a lil rusty then. I dont know if anyone ever felt this way, you tend not to communicate so well after not talking to anyone for a few days? I think its quite similar to how a coma patient wakes up & takes time to learn to talk again? I aint too sure..but I guess its like that..

Dont quite see the aim of posting nowadays, life's becoming more dull each day..blah!!

无聊的贴。。信不信由你。。

凌晨3点52分，时间一分一秒的过去，我还没有一些睡意，问一问自己，到底是怎么了？

一些内心的挣扎，到目前还为自己找不到解决的方法。

人间发生太多的事情，有时候看了也觉得心淡。

发生在自己，或者是别人身上的，会觉得，我们是来受罪的吗？

还记得去了camp，在里面听到的一句话

“虽然在人间，我们是吃亏了，可是我们却是默默地为自己积福”

在受罪的同时，我们是在积福吗？还是把债都归还？

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看一看自己的过去，自己所做的，对还是错。

有时候觉得自己错的离谱，会很惭愧，会想办法补救

可是一个人，无论你用尽所有的办法去补救你的过去，对他人来说，你，还是那个身上背着罪恶的人。

曾经有一个朋友告诉我

“Once you have cheated, you're forever a cheater”

听了以后，奉劝自己，坏事千万不要尝试去做，一旦被发现，不管你平时为人怎么样，他人还是会怪罪于你。

人性难测，做人还是要处处小心。

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到底是什么让我有那么多的废话想说。。太无聊了吧！

恭喜你，你又浪费了生命中的宝贵光阴！

下次再来捧场！

谢谢！

我

无奈

疯癫

无聊

心淡

无乐趣

难道。。就只是可以用这些字眼来形容我吗？

a Quote from a friend

Sometimes in life u can never grab hold of the things u want , u have to learn to let go

Right or wrong

True or false

To think or not to think?

Some said Buat Tak Tau

Some said let time tells

Lotsa things are better to be left unknown

I wish I never knew

I wish it did not happen

How many times in life do I have to go through this?

I choose..

to let time tell

to buat tak tau

to leave it as it is

to not hear about it anymore..

Dinners

Why dinner? Lets see, this month I was supposed to attend a wedding dinner with my parents on New Years Day, just last friday I went for mum's company's annual dinner, later I going for a family friend's wedding dinner and this coming friday we'll have another dinner with my family to celebrate grandparents' birthday.

So much to eat in a month, there's no way to escape from putting on weight, more over, most of these dinners are quite boring as my brothers are not around, except when it's family dinner and my cousin-Jayvian is around, then at least we two will have some crap to talk about.

Another issue that's giving me headache would be clothes to wear, mum complains my clothes are all too funky, gah!! See how much trouble I get to attend all these..

Nothing too happening lately, been bumming at home and craving for rice, if no rice today then it's gonna be my third day without rice, so gonna die! The last time I had such craving was probably half a yr ago, during exam period, ended up having fried rice for supper with my 6/7.

Been posting alot of crap lately..enjoy reading it if you have the time

P/S: Rubbish Post

"There's no Take Two in our life"

A phrase I was pondering upon just now while sitting in front of my fridge re-arranging everything in there to find space for the leftovers. Think about it, if we're allowed to turn back time, how's the world gonna end up be like?

If that is possible, I probably dont have to go through incidents such as: attemption of bag snatching, pick pocketing, and knocking down by a car. If you're thinking I am ignorant, how about the tsumani, wars, flood, cases and true stories we see from the news?

Do all these affect how we are right now? For every one thing that happen on us, is there a hidden meaning? For everyone that we meet, what is it that brought them to us?

Ever thought about how you meet a new friend, and slowly you become closer, so close that you two(or more) know each other so well? Does fate exist? I believe it does, each new friend I meet, I tell myself its fate.

Bah I dont think what I type above are relevant at all, if you've finished reading it, congrats because you just wasted 1 minute of your life reading my crap! =)

I finished this HongKong series called Into Thin Air. Interesting but some parts are funny. They seem to be continuing the story as for the sake of finishing 20 episodes, not so much of thinking about how the story is somewhat unrelated. LOL My very first time to have thought about Hong Kong Series, all series are usually okay to me, I wouldnt comment much because I dont really bother doing that. Probably because I have too much time and have nothing in mind that makes me think bout it..Heh!

If I were to describe myself with a word, I'd say, LIFELESS; every morning I get up, I sit in front of my computer, go downstairs to grab some food when I'm hungry, shower, go online, chat, watch series, go for dinner, go online again & sleep. This cycle goes on if I stay home everyday.

I miss walking out of my room, leave hutchison building, walk around SUV, go to convenience store, get some fresh air, or down to King St. Even just a phone call from anyone in SUV who calls will be good enough when I just wanna laze around in my room. Unlike where I am, think I am slowly drifting apart from my friends, is it the distance that matters? I wonder..

*lost in her own world*

Conversation with Mr. Lame

A friend of mine who just posted a post on his blog, came up to me & said..
"You were asking if I could be any lamer right? Go read my blog"

*Clicked on his blog, read the post*
"I dont find the blog very very lame lah"
"I trying very hard to be lame d lor"
"Okay thats lame"

And of all things, this friend of mine left me with a question mark to guess who that person is in his blog & he himself went dreamland.

On a separate note, Eek might be coming back for weekend, yay!
Just a lil update on what I've done today..Met 2 Sayfolians(Sukah & Sueho) today in KL, we were just talking about how life can be so different in Australia & we all agreed that we come back just for the food and for the friends around, no longer because we love malaysia or shit like that.

Took a nap right after dinner. So gonna be fat, but I was feeling too tired & the weather was just nice to sleep in + I couldnt get on the internet because lightning might strike my modem & router again.

I still cough as much, god knows why I have been coughing for a week and it hasnt been any better. SIGH! Mean time I still do a bit of house work. Not so much of princess life but yea, not much there to do actually, hardly cook hence no food preparation..

blah..I feel like going back to sydney now..

Took my pants to a shop nearby for alteration just now, joy can hardly find a pair of pants that matches her waist/hips with its length.

I got a friend to pick me to go mamak, havent seen him for a year, another problem solving + fattening session cuz we went mamak and I had my usual limau ais with the unusual roti bawang.

This coming week gonna be busy week, meeting high school friends tomorrow, social meeting on friday, gonna decide when to go salon for my hair, and probably another day to meet some other friends.

Bah..holiday's getting a little boring & I am feeling very...SLACK..I really need to get something done..I want a job..sigh..My brain getting a little rusty too!

Everything's just easier said than done..bah..read more of my previous posts and you'll find out why..

My brother has gone back to new zealand, the house is left with my parents and me. I am still sick, quite sad to start off a new year. I just pray to not fall sick so often like last year.

Been thinking what to do for my 1 1/2 months stay in KL, not too much of shopping this time, shall save some money on something else, eg: phone, hair.

Renovation on neighbour's house hasnt stopped since I came back from camp and its driving me nuts everyday.

Holiday is over for the kids, every morning I'll be hearing bus honking, more school bus to appear in the city. Summer school in Uni of sydney has just started too, those doing summer, study hard! Bernard & Kt, I wanna attend your convos in March.

Just finished doing my own laundry, this white colour top with black laces is a pain in the ass. The colour fades & my other white tops all got stained, bah!! I hate doing laundry!

Feel like mamak-ing tonight..urgh..I need someone to come pick me! I FFK-ed calvin & Von today, supposed to go for bak kut teh in klang but I overslept! Hehe! Sick people should rest more..bluek!!

Running out of words & idea to blog..taz!

First Post on Year 2006

Current Health Condition: Coughing badly + fever + headache
Current Time: 2:15am

My very first post in year 2006, where to start with..?

I ended my very last moment of Year 2005 with my cousin & her boy friend @ Bintang Walk, to be exact, we were in front of Sungei Wang Plaza. The crowd was mad, everyone got sprayed, while on the way back to get our car, some perverts' hand grabbed my waist, blardee hell..

Before counting down, we had dinner @ Lake Club with my family, a farewell dinner for my brother as well because he's leaving tomorrow, so gonna miss him..

Same time this year I was in Espanda Club, Jalan Sultan Ismail with 2 friends from High School drinking, came home earlier this year, very much more sober but with a quite weak health condition.

Some pictures I took before counting down to end my post..

Thats me with the spray I bought..reason being we(my cousin & I) were afraid that we dont get to revenge when other people spray on us..so..HeeHee!! In other words, cant beat them, join them!

Check out the CROWD!!Madness!!

Check out how they make good use of snow spray and why I bought one for myself.You'll get sprayed if you just walk pass like that, nobody cares if you like it or not..

and the result..

Tada! Fake snow flakes(they are foam actually) on our heads..

One last photo to taken before I left Bintang Walk, or rather, the first photo taken in Year 2006(Please ignore the dates on previous photos, they aren't accurate)!That's when everyone was leaving after the craziest spraying session & fireworks..

Last but not least..Happy New Year & may 2006 be a wonderful one for everyone!