Craving for rice!!!!

Im left with my last paper on friday!! Muahah then I'll be free and do whatever I have on my wishlist! But currenly I am in the mood to go subbies, sigh...I wanna drink too! I wanna do funny and silly things...laugh for no reason(well although I always do but it seems more happy when u're abit high..everything will just seem to be so wonderful)

Been gaining more and more weight, eat and eat and eat...everyone does that in winter dont they? Cant afford to gain anymore weight, will go crazy lah!! Must cut down after exams, gotta lose more..argh...or have to chuck all my clothes away again! reason? Cant fit lah dohh!!

Just had fried rice here in kimteck's room, been craving for rice after my paper today, had sushi for breakfast, indomie for teatime, banger and mash for dinner, still not satisfied, they all just taste so yuckie!! Crave more...slept for another 2-3 hrs after dinner, woke up with headache, hungry AGAIN!! Went King st with kt, bought some bacon and chees roll that tastes abit yuckie as well, so there goes! COOK RICE!!!

Im happy now! feeling very syok after I ate rice!! LOL...I sound like a typical cheenah women who's dying to eat rice everyday, well not everyday, just today...Everyone around me's studying, why me no feel any peer pressure? Diee!!! Me needs MOTIVATION!! LOL...

Yeh yeh Im going insane...blame the exam for it...thats how crazy it can drives u to..just like me!! 4 more days..Im gonna party like it's not gonna come to an end!!

Me body itching!!

Me wants to go CLUBBING!!!! Me no mood to study!! Me needs motivation!! me wants this week to pass ASAP!! Who needs/wants same thing too??

Initial D Movie

Shawn Yue, Edison Chen, Jay Chow & Jordan Chan's SOOOOO LENGCHAI!! The story line's not too bad, but I love the way they drive! I love seeing car racing! I love looking at sports car although I dont know which is which model! haha!! Love the phrases they use in the movie, those funny vulger terms, Im so obsessed with it! *insane* *drools* when thinking how good looking they are..

My mind's just so full of it now!! The scenes, the lengchais..more and more..!! Okay Im getting very slack again, I dont sound like I still have 2 papers at all, when I havent read a single bit of my last paper. *Evil Grin*

Went easyway for bubble tea after movie, then back to SUV. Was about to get home but Kimteck and I decided to walk to 7-11 to get the SUDOKU book. See how addicted that shit can be? I only started playing for 2 days!! So yeh, bought the book and start playing non stop, I am on like the 10th game now and got stuck...

Non stop playing this song from Initial D Movie sang by Jay Chow..Yi Vyen told me Edison Chen and Jay Chow went to Atmosphere, KL yesterday, oh dammit! She got the chance to see them and took photo with the car Jay drove in the movie! *jealous* urgh..makes me feel like going back home...

I want exam to finish! Cant wait til it finishes!! Think I can pass my 3 subjects that was over..more confident this time..hell knows why..heh!

laterzz..

(later entry)
few more things to be added to my after exam wishlist..

• Dim Sum Buffet @ Silver Spring
• Room cleaning..LOL
• Fish Market
• Melbourne(still under consideration..)
• GYM!!
• Rock climbing!!

Just found out this string news through a friend's blog...Couldnt believe what I was reading when I looked at it, everything just seem unreal but they are all real...Things been going on and I am unaware of that...

Never felt so relax before for the past 2 semester exams..Feeling all relax and chill when studying, not even stressing out...Haha yeh abit during stuvac and on the day before the paper but not while I am studying..Probably because been up-to-date with what the lecture is all about and doing most subjects that I like(I dont like comp2160 but bla, I have to learn to love it)

MinLi, YienVon, Chin and I been bumming around in Kimteck's room these days, studying, eating, laughing, me playing sudoku..ahha..

(later entry)
speaking of sudoku, i went to play again..ahha damn addicted to it!! Shit i think im using too much of brain power...laterzz

I need more time!!

So exam is gonna start on Monday, now I realized how unfair issit when my papers always start on the first day of exam week and ends on the last day on the second week. Been laughing so much today while studying at kimteck's place. That guy was just being funny today, doing all the stupid acts, starting from minli's dick look alike gummi fruit, then more and more laughters from how kimteck laughs. LOL! I just hope I dont get nightmare later when I go to sleep.

It's 4:46am and I just got back to my room from studying, been focusing on COMP2160, dont have much confidence on this subject, you know how it feels like when you have studied so much but when you look at what you have learned and it looks like you have never learned them all? I am feeling just that, something is missing, probably because no past year paper to refer to.

I wish the next 2 weeks can just go off by a single "click", cant wait to enjoy myself again. Think I'd better go off to bed soon..I dont really know if what I am typing right now make any sense or not...having a blank mind now..all stuck! Guess it kinda shows that I need to sleep!

Ciaoz

Oh yes Oh yes I finished reading MATH2061 Part 1 and finally understood things I've missed from not going for lecture! Hooray! Gonna dig my brain into COMP2160, its my first paper and its on Monday, then followed by MATH2061 Part1 on Wed, GRMN1111 on thurs...the following week, will have MATH2061 Part2 on Monday and INFO2110 on Friday. Havent even touched abit of INFO2110, Im screwed!!

So I said to my friends today that I am gonna make a wishlist of places I wanna go after exam..
so here goes..

• 2% store, heard it's having a huge sale!!
• world tower(or issit world square)
• Kingscross for some strip show..Hahah
• Adult bookshop with Kimteck..
• Somewhere with my papa(Chin)..forgot what issit already
• Mad shopping somewhere..dont know where yet!
• clean up my room!!(This has the highest priority among everything on this list..)
• Ski Trip(Of course! I've paid for it man!!)

Yeap so that's what I wanna do so far..cant wait for these 2 weeks to end..Sigh..I need a break..I need to breathe badly..I still need a bit of help in MATH2061 Part1, Anyone who's reading and knows what Linear Recurrence Relation is..msg me!! Hahah!

Alrite gotta clean up my room abit...its in a freaky big mess..knowing a friend is coming from Melb next week to stay over for a day, I better start doing something before she arrives!

laterz

I just remember, this guardian of mine in high school once told me to be aware of anything to do with cars, eg: driving, crossing the road, etc..and the age range she told me was...20-29..sigh...This is getting bad!

I went mad last night, was laughing but felt like crying in heart, and when I tries to cry to release the pain, the tears just wouldnt drop...ever been into such situation? argh..Not funny okay! I was laughing, then frowning, then full of anger..sulking..etc...think I just had bad mood swing...quite serious eyy..

I dont care, Im just gonna study til I gone mad today..I need to concentrate, I need to get what I've aimed!!! Dammit

I changed someone..

So changing someone from nerdy looking to look more fashionable and younger looking is cool ey? Been looking at photos of some friends and myself, looking at how myself got changed and all, it just makes me laugh how myself used to have that nerdy looking face and now people calling me a rock chick or a gal with typical hongkie look(hair and clothes).

It's 3:51am now, I should be sleeping instead of blogging, didnt study much today, still struggling with how i should study, German's easy, so 1 down, left with 3 subjects, been working hard on COMP2160 and MATH2061, havent touched a single bit on INFO2110 yet, gonna start working on it soon.

Hope I dont get nightmare tonight, I want a good night sleep and get to work on more stuff tomorrow! If the plan doesnt go wrong, I can probably read on INFO2110 on Friday and Saturday morning, then all the way on COMP2160..

Aiming for at least credits for MATH2061, COMP2160 and INFO2110, HD or D for GRMN1111.

Okay so my 2nd elder bro asked me to pick something for my birthday, I have nothing in mind, anyone has any idea what I should get from him? Heh!!

More and More...and More!!

Pretty much satisfied with the amount of work I have done today, spent half of my day in SUV Meeting Room 3 studying with MinLi, then KimTeck joined us after dinner, so study session ended around 1030pm. On the other hand, I've consumed about 3000kJ today, LOL! That will lead me to going to the gym for more than 10 times to burn them all! *LOL* But I am all good with the great effort done today, gonna bum around in Fisher library tomorrow when I get up, gonna piled my brain with more and more stuff.

So I receive a few more b-day wishes today, some from SMS, some from MSN Messenger, and from Email too! Cool eyy..here's a pic of what my friend in Melb drew for me on MSN, Thanks Hong..


laterz...Hehe my bro(Vinkay) just said he's gonna buy me pressie!! YAY!!!!! (12:12am)

(later entry...5:35pm)

So this is what u call Stressed out? Having weird dreams? full of anger? body shaking? Saw this poster thingie on the lift and was going through the pics on it, I am having symptoms, so what is this now? How strange is it when you got woken up in the morning by a dream and it seems all so real? So here's how the dream was like...

I was somewhere with my bro and his friend, came out from this shop, my bro walked faster, crossed the road, so I was catching up, while waiting for the lights to turn green, this tall indian guy(no im not racist but this is what I saw) grabbed my bag and ran..I was chasing him and wasnt able to scream for help, so the moment I screamed "Help me! Help me!" I got woken up by my own voice.

I can still feel my own heartbeat from the incident that happened about 1 1/2 yrs ago, I've been trying to get this scene out of my mind all the time, trying not to think of the scene when I got bag snatched, but this dream has made me think more..I am so curious about the dream, like what will happen if I didnt scream? I felt strange today when I was in the library, one minute I feel funny and feel like laughing, next minute I have anger in me, and I can barely understand stuff I was reading. This sounds scary to me, I've never felt like this..Sigh..

Anyone experienced this before? Im desperately wanting for help....

Songs recommendation

Just today, I am so into these 3 songs...

七友

歌手：梁汉文

编曲：监制：雷颂德填词：林夕

为了她　又再勉强去谈天论爱

又再振作去慰解他人

如难复合便尽早放开　凡事看开

又再讲　没有情人时还可自爱

忘掉或是为自己感慨

笑住说沉沦那些苦海　会有害

＊因为我 坚强到

利用自己的痛心 转换成爱心

抵我对她操心

已记不起我也有权利爱人

谁人曾照顾过我的感受

待我温柔　吻过我伤口

能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后

很感激忠诚的狗

谁人曾介意我也不好受

为我出头　碰过我的手

重生者走得的都走 谁人又为天使忧愁

甜言蜜语没有 但却有我这个好友＊

直到她　又再告诉我重新被爱

又再看透了我的将来

完成任务后大可喝采 无谓搭台　　

别怪她 就怪我永远难得被爱

然后自虐地赞她可爱

往日最旁徨那刻好彩　有我在

Ｒｅｐｅａｔ＊

白雪公主不多　　

认命扮矮人的有太多个 早有六个　　

多我这个不多　我太好心还是太傻

未问过她　有没有理我的感受

待我温柔　吻过我伤口

能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后

很感激忠诚的狗

谁人曾介意我也不好受

为我出头　碰过我的手

重生者走得的都走 谁人又为天使忧愁

甜言蜜语没有 但却有我这个好友

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孤单北半球

歌手:林依晨

用你的早安陪我吃晚餐

记得把想念存进扑满

我望着满天星在闪

听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

不怕我们在地球的两端

看你的问候骑着魔毯

飞用光速飞到我面前

你让我看到北极星有十字星作伴

少了你的手臂当枕头

我还不习惯

你的望远镜望不到

我北半球的孤单

太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转

我会耐心的等

等你有一天靠岸

少了你的怀抱当暖炉

我还不习惯

给你照片看不到

我北半球的孤单

世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖想

念不会偷懒

我的梦通通给你保管

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童话

歌手:王光良

忘了有多久

再没听到你

对我说你最爱的故事

我想了很久

我开始慌了

是不是我又做错了什么

你哭着对我说

童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

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My B-day is now over, havent done much today except study, sad eh? I may look happy on the outside, but sad inside..I wish no one can read my mind..Same thing happened 3 yrs ago when I had my 17th Bday..I cried on the day when I turned 17, but aint gonna cry anymore, I should be tough..

There's this reason why I am so into these 3 songs, not gonna mention it! Hehe! Still gotta leave myself some privacy since this blog is open to public! =]

Hint: Read the lines in bold, u can probably figure something out! =]]

Happy Birthday to ME!!

I have just turned 20 years old, OMG!! Haha so yeh, on friday night my bunch of friends and I went to ShanCheng Hot Pot King to celebrate my so called Papa and my birthday. The Hotpot thingie was really spicy, I didnt get to taste it but yeh..haha

So at night after walking back from Chinatown, we celebrated Papa's bday in his room..I was so so surprised that they bought a cake for me too, thought my Papa and I would have just shared the same cake because his bday is just a day earlier than mine. After Chin's blowing candle session, all of a sudden Waihong came in with a tiny little cake and everyone started singing b-day song again, so did I, I was singing singing and when I turned around, I was like, ey! The cake is for me! *LOL* I seriously didnt know...

Then yeh, everyone started asking me if I like the cake or not, and really, their faces were just telling me like I've got more to expect, but I didnt wanna expect more, the more expectation you have, the chances of getting dissapointment is higher too, I believe.

So everyone went downstairs to cut the cake, Wai hong was stopping me from going down, that's when I knew they must have something going on downstairs. I walked down, Beeling telling me she's coming out from the toilet..So haha! There must be something ON!! Lights off..everyone started singing b-day song again..there goes..my bday cake! Was so touched, really..but yeh,I was just good at hiding feelings so I went.."YAY MY BDAY CAKE!!" was just to stop tears coming out from my eye, the tiny lil cake was already a surprise, but yeh, another one. I didnt know what to say, could feel tears coming out, was stopping it, so it did! *Some of you might think Im crapping this shit out but it's just really what I think..*

Went home after cutting cake and all..Stayed up til 6am in the morning, had alot of mix emotions in mind..Think these stuff should be quite private to myself so I am not gonna reveal it..Hoping no one will actually knows what I am thinking..too much to think, too little to write..Cant describe what I am feeling..but yeh..spoke to some friends about it..think I'll just let everything goes with the flow! ^.^

Its about time to sign off...so again, Happy Bday to myself! Enjoy the photos!!


Huei Yien, me and Bling @ ShanCheng HotPot King


The one on the left is the spicy one..gives u Angelina Jolie's lip! LOL


Food attracts me more!! This pic explains why!


Look at my papa's mouth! BIGGG one! That's Mindy on the left


Me with the guys, excluding my papa


Our group photo..from Top from left: Bernard, KimTeck, Me, Wai Hong, BeeLing, Huei Yien
Bottom from left: Yien Von, ZanLi, Mindy and Papa


Bday Boy and Gal with Huei Yien


Making wishes on the tiny lil cake! Heh!


Tastes good too!


Here u go, your cake! Haha


That's me and my Papa's cake..Yummilicious!


Thats the 2 of us cutting our own cake..

(later entry...11:32am)
maybe this line can explain what I have in mind, and only if people can understand..I wish..
世事就是如此，明明你很喜欢的东西，一直都在你身边，但你没有发觉，到你发觉时，已浪费了许多时间

(later entry... 1:17pm)
I am in this confusion state whether I should study or I should not. Although knowing that my tuition fee costs about 30k ringgit, its shit damn alot, compare to what mum has paid for me in high school and college. I should work hard, I am aiming for more credits this time..we shall see what I achieve towards the end..

Time flies!!

I dont remember what exactly the date was the last day I went clubbing, I remember its the one organised by HRTV i think..Should be around 2 months since I stopped..I used to go clubbing every alternate week, could it be the SUAMS thing that has been making me busy too? Probably..exam's just around the corner, everyone's just gonna dig their face into text books and notes and work on it..

I believe I should start planning for my non-stop reading session again, I should really start, be motivated and etc..Anyone who would wanna study in the library during stuvac, ring me, i'll come with u!!

Have nothing much to say...feel like going for a hair cut..cant stand mine now..it's getting flatter..UGLY!! FUGLY!!

*LOL*