Take a break

I am getting so tired of what I do everyday at work. It makes me feel so useless not knowing what I am doing with the insufficient product knowledge. I see myself apologizing for my mistakes everyday, again and again, no matter what I do, I am pretty darn sure that the manager will pick on me with something.

It's a really bad sign, should I give up just yet? Why do I see no improvement with this job? Am I being very ignorant? Am I not being able to express myself well enough? I can't spot my mistakes and I see myself all on my own. A person like me with no retail experience + very little knowledge on these products and still not allowed to give extra time to learn, what is this!?

I feel so insignificant now..I am breaking down again

work frus

My heart is smiling when my bro told me he's going to get me the LV speedy :) I have always loved my brother, I've learned to appreciate my family members since I left malaysia because I know friends can be by your side, but just to a certain extent, whereas family members will always be there, regardless of how bad the situation is.

I got off work with a happy mood today. I get frustrated sometimes with customers who are mad or maybe one screw missing in their brain. Work is still giving me good pay, I am satisfied :) I still gotta boost up my work performance though, I've only got 2 weeks left to hit my target.

At the mean time just wish me more luck :P

xoxo, J

New found baby :)

I was so desperate for some real retail therapy last night, with the addition of bad working days, I told myself to take a break and go do what heals stress and unhappyness the most, SHOPPING!

I bought 2 pairs of VNC shoes(haha yea laugh all you can, buying vincci in australia) because the pair that I dying to own has no more stock in malaysia :( I bought it today when I found out that they're having a 50%-70% sale in the whole store. My heart smiles =)

I grabbed that particular pair of heels I been longing for, spent another 30 minutes deciding whether or not to go for another pair. In the end I gave Jen a call, I needed a second opinion so badly. Not just on heels, but also my Rayban Aviator :)

Woohoo! I finally got my aviator today, was on a 20% discount, yea whatever I go on sale items but they are awesome! I also got another pair of flats from VNC later for work(standing in heels for hours IS NOT funny)

On top of all written above, my purpose of going out today was actually to collect this bangle I ordered for Jo as her birthday present. It's a leaf bangle from Bijoux Collection, I liked it so much I also got one for myself, in silver :)

Here's my new found baby..

xoxo, J

I-WANT LIST

I think working does make me feel like giving myself some retail therapy. I went shopping for my mother's day present the other day and now I have got myself a list of things that I wanna buy and been drooling on..

MY I-WANT LIST

1. Burberry oversized gold aviator




2. LV speedy



3. Benefit realness of concealness


4. Vincci SP3125

Yes I can't keep my eyes off them, I think about them every day and night. I tend to go on eBay to look at bags, clothes, shoes. OMFG so pretty so pretty so pretty..I so need to go shopping, I wanna get the first thing on the list! I am foreseeing blood oozing out my purse *sobs*

xoxo, J

Bunch of IDIOTS

Bad bad days from work, gotta get used to it anyway. Life is moving into the working phase, hang around with working people, talk about sales all the time. Good thing about working is that you get $$ for what you do, but not funny when your manager picks on you in all aspects. I doubt my own ability now, a friend once told me your confidence drops down drastically when u're turned down by interviews. Guess it's about the same when you get all the naggings from your manager.

Saw these bunch of highschool kids in store today, omg i soo wanna smack their face! We have a few demo phones in store for customers to play with, I mean you can use it to make outside calls with those phone. This bunch of idiots came in, called someone random and I was already thinking, WTF!? They left after my colleague spoke to them.

3 hours later, they came back again, all phones were security locked, no calls could me made but they were doing some "tongue action" and took photos with it. fucking SICK weyyy...Ewwwwww!!

Things around have changed, I dont see a thing as a whole anymore, as much as I hate it, life still goes on. I am tired with all the changes, tired to learn how to adapt again, tired..put me to never ending sleep..

The aftermath..

On a fine friday night, a girl who came home from work turned into a party animal after getting all the stress she gets from work, this time round, she was planning to get smashed, regardless the fact that she has got work the next dat at 12pm.

So the night begun, the gal put on her change of clothes ready to go party, put on her make up, perfume & accessories. She left the house with her housemate and 3 other friends. There was no queue, awesome. The girl started drinking, one after another, this time she broke her record, she had 9 shots - 3 tequilas, 2 sambucas, 1 chartreuse, 1 jack daniels, 1 cowboy, 1 quick fuck and 3 drinks - 2 jager bombs, 1 lychee liqueur with lemonade, more than all the times she went party.

The gal whom name not to be mentioned stoned the rest of the night, bugging her housemate to bring her home, caused injury to both herself and her housemate. Below are some photos found in the gal's camera, which were mostly taken before she drank anything. :D

candid, i like! *to the left, to the left*

the return of the 5 sohais who managed to get in :P

housemates, what else?

lynn lynn me lurveee :P

the old fart + the newbies

the standard one..

The aftermath of the drunken night of that girl...

a swollen right eye! :(

*I swear I will not get back to this stage again*