Feeling pretty unusual..

sighh, I am not feeling what im suppose to feel like..Should be out clubbing tonight but feeling a little left out..Still in a dillema..should I go or should I not? Starcity or sublime? Arghh!!! I need to study! Part of the reason why I am in such situation is because I failed my last quiz for COMP2160, scored nothing, no one knows bout it except me, I think I am not on the track anymore..where are the motivation cells in my brain? I feel like dying..I cant breathe..I am struggling, no one is there to help! I better get changed and head down to starcity..I dont wanna stay at home..I wanna go shopping! I wanna get drunk and do silly stuff! I miss the old times...there would not be a chance to turn back time so what are there to think about? Come to think of it, I am quite bad in making friends, I realise I dont have friends for life, is it just me because I've gone through too much things in life? eg: backstabbed by people, and backstabbing people too..Issit because of all that? Are there really friends for life? *confused*..
til laterz..

Tralalala...

Hell knows how long have i stopped blogging, but it's reaaallly long yeh! Okay so lets see what's on now! I believe something bad has been happening to me, eg: my laptop break down, my assignments piling up, muhself slacking, not wanting to go uni but sitting here typing all these craP!

Oh yeah my friend Sharon came from melbourne last wednesday, I went clubbing with her 3 days in a row and it almost killed me. Never liked drinking chivas+coke but was force to, got myself home every night when I almost go crazy, pop 2 hang over stop pills before I sleep..

Nothing's really been up to my life...not having crush on anyone, the usual ordinary person I am! I reckon Im havin the most boring part of my life now..at the age or 19 turning 20! Hahaha, Speaking of my laptop, the screen went off after flickering for a day, had to get a second hand monitor and got myself a new keyboard too! Man Im so damn freaking broke..I need $$ support!! Anyone offer to helpp??

It's week 7, think I've really gotta start reading my textbooks and get my work done! Not motivated anymore after the 3 days in a row clubbing thing! Made me feel as if Im on holiday..arghh I hate that..I've just gotta promise myself to study hard this semester!!!

Did I mention about Easter Break after the last post? We actually went to Hunter Valley for wine tasting, Port Stephens for sandunes and dolphin watching! Also to Kiama blowhole and wollonggong NanTien Temple, Ohh and Lavender Garden too!! Was all good! My brother came during the week and I had great food!! Love it so much when you have friends or relative here! They just tend to bring u to more yummilicious food!!

I should post some photos on my next post...will start blogging again..so yeh....til laterz!!