Monday, February 12, 2007

My apologies to the infrequent updates, haven't really got the time to sit down and write a post since I moved in to the new place.

Finally have settled down at this new place, missing some bits like phone and internet connection, a study desk and that's it. Since I got back I been dealing with stuff like buying furnitures, moving from unilodge to here, assembling furnitures and etc..

At some nights I get all emo-ed and not being able to put myself into bed, I miss home badly I would say. There was a Chinese new year parade yesterday from town hall to Chinatown, how much I wish I was home now, I ask myself again, why so stupid while I can actually be staying at home bumming until CNY is over then start to look for a job. I been through some tiny little hassles, they might not affect me each time but when they accumulate they really do. I have mental breakdown at night, worrying about my future.

Right now I just want to get everything done and hopefully do well with my translator test in order to get my permanent residency status.

On a unrelated note, I had this weird dream last night, or rather the past few nights. I been seeing everyone in my dream, even the most random person - a friend that I haven't talked to for 3 years appeared, this someone whom I dearly missed also appeared at the same time. Why..why at this time..


Saturday, February 03, 2007

Recently I have problems with puting myself into bed, I dont even have a slightest clue what has happened to me. It has been going on since the holidays, I only can get good sleep when I am extremely tired, but again, I dont feel tired at night anymore..

It caused me to then not being able to wake up early to do work..SIGH!!
ME WANT SLEEP!!