More than a month since I last posted, almost 2 months since I came back this down under land. Gone thru stuff like studying, test, and almost to the stage that I dont will last for how long - job search. *keeps fingers crossed & prays hard*

Everything, when I say everything, I mean yes, almost all the things around me are changing. Friendship, environment and life are the major ones that are changing drastically. Not so good I supposed, it'd be if it changed for the better but hell no and I really dont like it. Friendship usually gives me all the shit over summer, then later it gets back to normal, it feels as if I am back to high school again when I dont see my friends for a month and I feel different when I see them next, as if there's a invisible gap growing somewhere..

I finally understand why people say life is a cycle, things u face and see in life, up to a certain point, for example like now, u feel them all coming back again. You dont know what to expect, you just go with the flow and pray for the best..

Waiting for them to end quick..*sigh*