Relieved

Relieved is the right word. Went out for a night for a glass of hot chocolate & some wedges, some stories shared and it feels good. I need more nights like this, with no boost but lotsa talking. Makes me feel like home, although without the standard maggi goreng and limau ais, no bengs and lians around, no idiots driving their "modified" car around showing their ass off.

I miss home today, guess that was what that has been bothering me too much. Job search isnt too good still, rejected by many many companies, need a job badly, more like need to fill my time with something and expecting some $$ in return to feel not so guilty.

I call it a good night, fabulous one. :)