There're many different people that you see in everyday life, each with a different personality. Ever wonder why a particular person can be so different from you and yet you can never understand why they're behaving like that because their personality is so different from the norms? In each phase of life you encounter different things and different people, but remember not to let them affect who you are and what you think if what they say are not worth for a change on yourself.
Today marks a bad day of my life for this semester, a pain that lasted for hours in the morning made me missed both my classes for exam tips. To make it worse, I woke up with a drowzy feeling and still had to prepare food for tonight's SUAMS event. With all that above, I was "accused" for the missing amount that I gave to my tresurer. It really got me quite pissed because I never like being accused for something that I didnt do and the dumbest thing in me would be not being able to defend myself, which is why most of the time when I was told wrong I can never speak up for myself and will always carry that blame. I hope this time I'd be able to prove myself right because it relates to a large amount of $$.
2 more days til I officially call myself an adult, I dont feel all fucked up like last year, instead I am feeling quite stressed that I might not be able to do well for my next battle - Exams. I've been the slackest ever this semester, lets not talk about last minute assignment, sometimes I dont even have a rough idea of how to do the assignment. When that happens frequently, it eventually pull down my faith and confidence in telling myself that I could actually cope with Computer Science - a course that most people generalise as a guys' course.
After tomorrow I'll probably need to sit down all alone and start organising my revision timetable and get my mind settle to focus on what's more important called exams..no more shopping or drama marathon-ing..I can so imagine my life for the next 3 weeks are gonna be like shit. Doing the same routine everyday again. There're actually more things to think about but I'll put study as my first priority in the list.
Some things that you do everyday brings back memories..may it be good or bad..sometimes you just cant help but have it flash over your mind, the next minute you may tell yourself, it's all over so dont waste time and effort on it anymore. I been ignoring certain things and feelings, but all and all I think I live happier this way.
I sense something bad is gonna happen soon..I dont know who or what is gonna happen but lets all pray that it's not gonna be too bad...nite!
Today marks a bad day of my life for this semester, a pain that lasted for hours in the morning made me missed both my classes for exam tips. To make it worse, I woke up with a drowzy feeling and still had to prepare food for tonight's SUAMS event. With all that above, I was "accused" for the missing amount that I gave to my tresurer. It really got me quite pissed because I never like being accused for something that I didnt do and the dumbest thing in me would be not being able to defend myself, which is why most of the time when I was told wrong I can never speak up for myself and will always carry that blame. I hope this time I'd be able to prove myself right because it relates to a large amount of $$.
2 more days til I officially call myself an adult, I dont feel all fucked up like last year, instead I am feeling quite stressed that I might not be able to do well for my next battle - Exams. I've been the slackest ever this semester, lets not talk about last minute assignment, sometimes I dont even have a rough idea of how to do the assignment. When that happens frequently, it eventually pull down my faith and confidence in telling myself that I could actually cope with Computer Science - a course that most people generalise as a guys' course.
After tomorrow I'll probably need to sit down all alone and start organising my revision timetable and get my mind settle to focus on what's more important called exams..no more shopping or drama marathon-ing..I can so imagine my life for the next 3 weeks are gonna be like shit. Doing the same routine everyday again. There're actually more things to think about but I'll put study as my first priority in the list.
Some things that you do everyday brings back memories..may it be good or bad..sometimes you just cant help but have it flash over your mind, the next minute you may tell yourself, it's all over so dont waste time and effort on it anymore. I been ignoring certain things and feelings, but all and all I think I live happier this way.
I sense something bad is gonna happen soon..I dont know who or what is gonna happen but lets all pray that it's not gonna be too bad...nite!
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