When SHIT happens, I think I just cant BTT anymore..I still dont know what is happening at a place called HOME which is miles away but this person who's supposed to let me know everything is not yet telling me..FUCK!!

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I think my mind is experiencing mental breakdown after hearing what I thought would not happen in the rest of my life..So dramatic, so unbelievable..I so feel like going back to my mum now...*cries*

& still continues..

Conclusion comes to I still have to BTT about what's happening, dont come ask me what is the thing that's happening because I won't tell, just some personal problem that I can't even deal with myself...*prays hard for this to be over* 一切的罪恶，谁来承担？太残忍了。。