Counting down to Christmas Eve

Everyone has got plans, I am invited to go 2 parties, yet still not knowing if I can make it.

Eek is back from S'pore, glad that I am gonna see him again!

Each and many of them are telling me to stay for xmas and dont go for camp.

I dont wanna go camp, due to some female reasons.

I also dont wanna dissapoint my parents because I've promised them to go but I cant help it due to the reason.

a friend said, since I have to go anyways, go happily & make the best of it.

In a very confused state at 3:05am.

Wanna stay home so I can be disturbed by bro for a few more days, the next time I see him after he leaves will be a year later or even longer.

Feeling a lil stressed out, I really need some "fresh air" this time around.

I miss sydney, I want my freedom.

I miss going out at anytime I want and do all sort of stupid things with my friends.

I dont want to miss all the parties & fun for the next few days when I am not gonna be home

I wanna sleep on my bed..I dont wanna sleep with people I dont know..

*SIGH*

I may sound kiddo with all that above..I am STILL PMS-ing..very very cranky..