Procrastinate..

Yay!! I think its not problem from my computer but it's BlogSpot!! Can post again, hurm, what am I gonna say..Feeling very sleepy..yet still blogging!!

Sometimes its better to not know anything? There're things that are better to be kept unknown. When dont want people to know about it, dont even mention it, it can goes round and round in your heart, it can drives you nuts, it can makes you wonder the consequences, so much more, guess the safest place to keep all these are just in your mind.

I shall re-evaluate my perspective on my life. Family and friends are people you can count on, gaining and losing trusts from friends due to what I've done, going through all this do make me learn from my mistake.Mistakes are caused by bad habits, habits are developed once you stay on to it and have no intention to change it. So to start off with, I shall change my habit. I shall mind my words, I shall start to be more observant. I shall think of all consequences before I move on to something. I shall care about other's feeling. How long will all these take? It will tell..

I respect my mum for how she manages to put all family issues behind when she gets into her work, I believe I can do the same. Whatever issues I have in mind, I'll not touch them until I am done with my 4 papers, I hope by typing it out would make me keep my words on it.

Had so much thoughts in mind for the past few days, procrastinating, procrastinating and still procrastinating..didnt get to spill everything out. Havent get to gossip with winnie and KK for some time, everyone's been busy preparing for their papers. One day or two that babe will complain I dont talk to her anymore after I am so into my studies, I think she shall understand how much effort I wanna put in this time so she isn't gonna blame me for this..