Stil undecided on what date to go home, havent get my bro Vinkay, thought of asking him to help me out with the "surprise" thingie for my parents. Been out for four years and never tried giving anyone a surprise of when I was going home, this time is for my parents, I hope my bro could help me with that, imagining my parents' faces if they suddenly see me in the house is just way too funny..

I miss home lately, everyone back home is bugging me to get my arse back, excluding the weather and freedom issue, everything's just so wonderful then. Waking up at any time of the day with food all prepared for you, no need to worry about doing laundry or cleaning your own room, just stare at the computer everyday or watch tv whole day long also makes life happier..and how can I forget about SHOPPING? Nothing feels better than HOME.

Always feel like going home when exams' around the corner, remembering those days when I had my mocks in Year 11, everyday when I go home I could get my maid to cook me lunch, after lunch and I'll take a 2 hours nap, then stay up whole night studying, including messing up the whole room with notes and stuff like that. Waking up next morning with breakfast all ready, dad to drive me to school, sit for my paper and come home..The routine goes on and on for the whole exam period.

While in Sydney, it's just so different, I have to arrange time before exam starts to do all my laundry so I have clothes to wear, skip meals or buy take away food to fill my stomach, mess up my room as usual and never clean it until my last paper, see the difference?

I wish I am done with my last assignment now so I can actually start reading for finals which I think everyone else has been doing. No more parties, No more drinking, just study study study or chat chat chat..Stressing out badly..Cant afford to fail this semester or my mum will chop me into pieces!! The more Ithink the more worry I am..What shall I do!!??

Can I call home to just talk to my mum about how stressful I am and beg her to help me study? NO! I will get screwed upside down by her..haha..I miss my mummy, those days where she goes shopping with me in KLCC and Midvalley, I feel happy when I do something and a smile falls on her face, I seldom see her smile when she talks to me, one stressful kid I am for her to take care of..I shouldn't dissapoint her anymore, she put high hopes on me, although she doesn't say, how can I not tell!? Take for instance, when she tells her friends about her children are all Uni student, I am sure in heart she's very proud.

So now, in order to get my arse back as early as possible, I shall study because time flies when you study..sTarDee TimE!!