Sitting down in mua own room, chatting with my cousins, been told about some not very good news, think it's time to learn, recalling what mum has said to be before she left Sydney last year, "spend some time thinking about how you should spend your money wisely for the next 3 years" Never take those words in mind, sigh. I dont know what to say, there's nothing much I could say or do, I shall focus on my studies and make her happy, I supposed. I wanna talk to my bros, I need them to help me go through all these, I want to hear them say something to me to calm me down, those words that always mean a lot to me.

Stressing out like mad, so much work to do, so little time to catch up, so worried, so unstable, Sigh!

Who will be there to listen to me? Who will understand what I am thinking? Who will help me solve all these? Who will give me clues?

Signing off with a question marked mind..