A request?

Things are never like what I thought, every night before I go to bed I tell myself tomorrow will be better, but the next morning when I get up, problem not solved, tries hard to solve it, then at night I tell myself the same, the routine goes on. I dont know how long this is going to last but I dont like the situation like this but I played a role in creating the mess, I wanna clean the mess!!

Will I encounter a heartache one day and collapse just like that? I wish, one day when I wake up in the morning the whole world will still remain as wonderful, friends around with jokes and craps, delicious meal, needless to say, no exams of course.

If there exists a potion that can heal a wound in the heart, I would sprinkle it to everyone around me, as long as I get the chance to heal others' wound, I guess I'll be happy by then.