A stalker!!!
Omg things are getting scary!! This girl whom I dont know seems to know every single thing I did to my ex. Oh well she's just a girl my ex is going after but I wonder why does she know everything? For example she knows I called my ex when I got back to KL and she also knows that he didnt pick it up. What the heck!
Was chatting with her just now and I remembered she once wanted me to add her in Friendster because my profile can only be viewed by First Degree Friends, which meant to be contacts in my list. Well I didnt know who she was so I didnt add her but I just found out that she wanted to add me just because she wanted to view my profile. Other than that, she also knows about me meeting up with my ex today and we had lunch, the worst part is, she knows about every single thing we talked about.
I feel that she's not only doing all these out of curiousity but jealousy. I can strongly feel that, as a girl, I understand how she thinks, maybe I should keep a distant from my ex so I can save myself from some trouble. I understand that me and him has got nothing related but just friends, but from what experience tells, everyone will still think there is something going on if we still keep contact. Why cant we remain friends if we cant be couple? Perhaps this wont work due to the next girl that's going into his life. I mean, we broke up because feelings faded and we realized we aren't the one that we're searching for in our life, neither him or I cheated. So why cant be friends when u cant be couple?
Okays get back to the topic of my shopping spree!! I bought a MNG bag, FCUK for her perfume, a few Paul Frank t-shirt from FOS, 4 polo tee from PDI, 2 pairs of shoe(pink & silver), a Miss Sixty skirt from FOS, a denim skirt and a pink bag. So far those are what I've bought in 2 days, I still gotta buy a few tops from sg.wang, didnt seem to like the fashion there now, probably because I havent done real shopping for ages and I dont know how to shop anyore. Everything's cheap here, nasi lemak costs rm3.50, cab fee for 15 mins ride costs rm6, back in sydney the initial charge is 2.75 bucks, which is around rm 12 converting it.
Im supposed to feel happy to be home but I am not, Im feeling restricted to do anything, I never like informing people what I do but here I'll always have to inform my parents every single thing I do. I find it real irritating, I sometimes so want to tell them I am 19 and I've been living on my own for the past 3 years, Im independent enough to know what to do and what not to do. They never seem to take me as an adult, Im still a primary school kid to them, I dont know what are there that I can do to prove how independent I am. Or it's because of the bag snatch incident that happened last year, I saw their faces and I know they were very worried bout me and my freedom has got limited access now after that. Before that my freedom was little enough and all thanks to that indian bastard who was trying to bag snatch me, DAMN YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!
Ops, I shouldnt swear here ehh, my mood isnt good as usual, I am missing someone back in Sydney, but that someone is gonna be back to KL in less than 1 week time! I am starting to worry about my results, will I fail?? *Touch Wood* Im not aiming for flying colours result, only for passes, nothing more than that, I wish God could hear me, Im praying hard every night, I only want passes!!
Will keep this blog updated with my shopping spree!! gonna get my hairdo on wed!! Will then post up pics! til laterz!!
Was chatting with her just now and I remembered she once wanted me to add her in Friendster because my profile can only be viewed by First Degree Friends, which meant to be contacts in my list. Well I didnt know who she was so I didnt add her but I just found out that she wanted to add me just because she wanted to view my profile. Other than that, she also knows about me meeting up with my ex today and we had lunch, the worst part is, she knows about every single thing we talked about.
I feel that she's not only doing all these out of curiousity but jealousy. I can strongly feel that, as a girl, I understand how she thinks, maybe I should keep a distant from my ex so I can save myself from some trouble. I understand that me and him has got nothing related but just friends, but from what experience tells, everyone will still think there is something going on if we still keep contact. Why cant we remain friends if we cant be couple? Perhaps this wont work due to the next girl that's going into his life. I mean, we broke up because feelings faded and we realized we aren't the one that we're searching for in our life, neither him or I cheated. So why cant be friends when u cant be couple?
Okays get back to the topic of my shopping spree!! I bought a MNG bag, FCUK for her perfume, a few Paul Frank t-shirt from FOS, 4 polo tee from PDI, 2 pairs of shoe(pink & silver), a Miss Sixty skirt from FOS, a denim skirt and a pink bag. So far those are what I've bought in 2 days, I still gotta buy a few tops from sg.wang, didnt seem to like the fashion there now, probably because I havent done real shopping for ages and I dont know how to shop anyore. Everything's cheap here, nasi lemak costs rm3.50, cab fee for 15 mins ride costs rm6, back in sydney the initial charge is 2.75 bucks, which is around rm 12 converting it.
Im supposed to feel happy to be home but I am not, Im feeling restricted to do anything, I never like informing people what I do but here I'll always have to inform my parents every single thing I do. I find it real irritating, I sometimes so want to tell them I am 19 and I've been living on my own for the past 3 years, Im independent enough to know what to do and what not to do. They never seem to take me as an adult, Im still a primary school kid to them, I dont know what are there that I can do to prove how independent I am. Or it's because of the bag snatch incident that happened last year, I saw their faces and I know they were very worried bout me and my freedom has got limited access now after that. Before that my freedom was little enough and all thanks to that indian bastard who was trying to bag snatch me, DAMN YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKER!!
Ops, I shouldnt swear here ehh, my mood isnt good as usual, I am missing someone back in Sydney, but that someone is gonna be back to KL in less than 1 week time! I am starting to worry about my results, will I fail?? *Touch Wood* Im not aiming for flying colours result, only for passes, nothing more than that, I wish God could hear me, Im praying hard every night, I only want passes!!
Will keep this blog updated with my shopping spree!! gonna get my hairdo on wed!! Will then post up pics! til laterz!!
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