Yesterday I was talking to vincent, while I actually wanted to talk to his girlfriend.

The conversation ended up with plans for this coming december, a trip to either Pangkor, Langkawi or Tioman + atrip to Hong Kong with him and his gf and vinkay. Now I cant wait to go back anymore, I missed those trips with my siblings and all do stupid things together. I missed going shopping with them and commenting on each other about fashion. It has been almost 2 years since I last saw vincent, 9 months since I last saw vinkay.

This is probably the stage when we all are so far apart but still closely related in heart. I also can't wait til vincent comes to Australia(he wants to apply for PR here too!) because then I won't be alone here anymore when I start to whine about how pessimistic life is without your family members around you.

Guilt was all over me when I was talking to him, while thinking about the lost Gucci Bag that was meant to be my "christmas present". When will I have the gut to tell him what happened? I wonder..