To my other 6/7..

I know sometimes what I do doesn't make everyone happy and feel comfortable with, for everything that happens, there's sometimes a reason(mind you i'm using the word sometimes, not always)

I dont know since when I started picking up all these things, I thought it was cool, but once you're into it and it doesnt seem as cool but u just cant live with it, been told many times but it's not that I dun take those as advice, I know I've been giving too much excuses and you guys have gave up on telling me again, I feel very sorry to dissapoint you guys each time but if in the future years I happen to leave all those behind, you guys' words will always be the first in my mind to be remembered.

I know as close friends of you peepz, you dont want to see me going forever like this, I know you guys want me to be good, I listen each time when you guys tell me to not live with that anymore, I will never say a thing like I can promise this and that, I cant make any promises at this moment, I dont want to break the promise,at least not the one I make with you guys, aight? I dont speak doesn't mean I dont care, I care but I hope you guys will allow me to live like this for this period of time, at least you still see the happy me right? I know all these might sound abit lame to you or whatsoever..but yeh, thats all I wanna sayy..

Anything else, question me personally..heheh!