Long long day today...few more days to go, holidays just started but not seem to have those party part kinda fun. Drank again last night, do the usual things, drink, drank, drunk, throw up, sleep! How fun! *LOL*

Volunteered to help out for NCG Games today, everyone else around me is either volunteering or playing, I might as well join them majority right, just dont feel like staying at home all alone doing nothing where all my bestest friend will be doing damn alot of things.

Just another bit of lyrics I wanna post on for today to end my blog..here u go..Westlife-If your Heart's Not In it

I'm missing you

Girl even though you're right here by my side

Cause lately it seems

The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone

It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me I'd do

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me

But baby sometimes

You're just saying the words

If you've got somethin' to tell me

Don't keep it inside

Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

Girl I'll make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone

It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me I'd do But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time

But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do ,to stop me losin' you)

I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

If your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone

It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me I'd do