It's all about life eyy??

Tried to sub the word ~The End~ to part of my life now, damn stress over lotsa things, the crying season is back, a good way to release everything I felt and not happy with, with my tears everything will be out from my body, my life, my mind, although its temporary but human are made from flesh and blood, so who doesn't cry out loud when they feel like it?

Well at least I am on the majority side, I express myself this way, laugh when happy, quiet when I have things in mind and when I am hiding things from people, cry when I cant take it anymore, in other words, when I am about to explode, if there's a way where I can keep myself in a box and not bother about what is happening outside my own world, I would keep myself in it..forever and ever, at least for now, I wish there's something like that because I cant seem to escape from what's happening with my life.

Life's all about challenging new stuff, living with people that you cant tolerate, all that crap, wonder why was I born to live as human? If I were to choose to be an animal, I wonder what would I choose to be..Maybe I shall learn to see what life is all about, face what I am supposed to face and live with it. But I am not happy to live this way, yes I am contradicting myself again, but heck cares, not like I know what I am typing also..

Just had 2 glass of vodka, first with 4 caps of vodka+ half glass of soda lemonade, second one with 5 caps and same amount of lemonade, more to come for tonight, I wanna be high high high alone again! can get good sleep after that, hopefully no hangover! heh!!

Shall blog again some other time..ciaoz