Happy Birthday to ME!!
I have just turned 20 years old, OMG!! Haha so yeh, on friday night my bunch of friends and I went to ShanCheng Hot Pot King to celebrate my so called Papa and my birthday. The Hotpot thingie was really spicy, I didnt get to taste it but yeh..haha
So at night after walking back from Chinatown, we celebrated Papa's bday in his room..I was so so surprised that they bought a cake for me too, thought my Papa and I would have just shared the same cake because his bday is just a day earlier than mine. After Chin's blowing candle session, all of a sudden Waihong came in with a tiny little cake and everyone started singing b-day song again, so did I, I was singing singing and when I turned around, I was like, ey! The cake is for me! *LOL* I seriously didnt know...
Then yeh, everyone started asking me if I like the cake or not, and really, their faces were just telling me like I've got more to expect, but I didnt wanna expect more, the more expectation you have, the chances of getting dissapointment is higher too, I believe.
So everyone went downstairs to cut the cake, Wai hong was stopping me from going down, that's when I knew they must have something going on downstairs. I walked down, Beeling telling me she's coming out from the toilet..So haha! There must be something ON!! Lights off..everyone started singing b-day song again..there goes..my bday cake! Was so touched, really..but yeh,I was just good at hiding feelings so I went.."YAY MY BDAY CAKE!!" was just to stop tears coming out from my eye, the tiny lil cake was already a surprise, but yeh, another one. I didnt know what to say, could feel tears coming out, was stopping it, so it did! *Some of you might think Im crapping this shit out but it's just really what I think..*
Went home after cutting cake and all..Stayed up til 6am in the morning, had alot of mix emotions in mind..Think these stuff should be quite private to myself so I am not gonna reveal it..Hoping no one will actually knows what I am thinking..too much to think, too little to write..Cant describe what I am feeling..but yeh..spoke to some friends about it..think I'll just let everything goes with the flow! ^.^
Its about time to sign off...so again, Happy Bday to myself! Enjoy the photos!!
Huei Yien, me and Bling @ ShanCheng HotPot King
The one on the left is the spicy one..gives u Angelina Jolie's lip! LOL
Food attracts me more!! This pic explains why!
Look at my papa's mouth! BIGGG one! That's Mindy on the left
Me with the guys, excluding my papa
Our group photo..from Top from left: Bernard, KimTeck, Me, Wai Hong, BeeLing, Huei Yien
Bottom from left: Yien Von, ZanLi, Mindy and Papa
Bday Boy and Gal with Huei Yien
Making wishes on the tiny lil cake! Heh!
Tastes good too!
Here u go, your cake! Haha
That's me and my Papa's cake..Yummilicious!
Thats the 2 of us cutting our own cake..
(later entry...11:32am)
maybe this line can explain what I have in mind, and only if people can understand..I wish..
世事就是如此，明明你很喜欢的东西，一直都在你身边，但你没有发觉，到你发觉时，已浪费了许多时间
(later entry... 1:17pm)
I am in this confusion state whether I should study or I should not. Although knowing that my tuition fee costs about 30k ringgit, its shit damn alot, compare to what mum has paid for me in high school and college. I should work hard, I am aiming for more credits this time..we shall see what I achieve towards the end..
So at night after walking back from Chinatown, we celebrated Papa's bday in his room..I was so so surprised that they bought a cake for me too, thought my Papa and I would have just shared the same cake because his bday is just a day earlier than mine. After Chin's blowing candle session, all of a sudden Waihong came in with a tiny little cake and everyone started singing b-day song again, so did I, I was singing singing and when I turned around, I was like, ey! The cake is for me! *LOL* I seriously didnt know...
Then yeh, everyone started asking me if I like the cake or not, and really, their faces were just telling me like I've got more to expect, but I didnt wanna expect more, the more expectation you have, the chances of getting dissapointment is higher too, I believe.
So everyone went downstairs to cut the cake, Wai hong was stopping me from going down, that's when I knew they must have something going on downstairs. I walked down, Beeling telling me she's coming out from the toilet..So haha! There must be something ON!! Lights off..everyone started singing b-day song again..there goes..my bday cake! Was so touched, really..but yeh,I was just good at hiding feelings so I went.."YAY MY BDAY CAKE!!" was just to stop tears coming out from my eye, the tiny lil cake was already a surprise, but yeh, another one. I didnt know what to say, could feel tears coming out, was stopping it, so it did! *Some of you might think Im crapping this shit out but it's just really what I think..*
Went home after cutting cake and all..Stayed up til 6am in the morning, had alot of mix emotions in mind..Think these stuff should be quite private to myself so I am not gonna reveal it..Hoping no one will actually knows what I am thinking..too much to think, too little to write..Cant describe what I am feeling..but yeh..spoke to some friends about it..think I'll just let everything goes with the flow! ^.^
Its about time to sign off...so again, Happy Bday to myself! Enjoy the photos!!
Huei Yien, me and Bling @ ShanCheng HotPot King
The one on the left is the spicy one..gives u Angelina Jolie's lip! LOL
Food attracts me more!! This pic explains why!
Look at my papa's mouth! BIGGG one! That's Mindy on the left
Me with the guys, excluding my papa
Our group photo..from Top from left: Bernard, KimTeck, Me, Wai Hong, BeeLing, Huei Yien
Bottom from left: Yien Von, ZanLi, Mindy and Papa
Bday Boy and Gal with Huei Yien
Making wishes on the tiny lil cake! Heh!
Tastes good too!
Here u go, your cake! Haha
That's me and my Papa's cake..Yummilicious!
Thats the 2 of us cutting our own cake..
(later entry...11:32am)
maybe this line can explain what I have in mind, and only if people can understand..I wish..
世事就是如此，明明你很喜欢的东西，一直都在你身边，但你没有发觉，到你发觉时，已浪费了许多时间
(later entry... 1:17pm)
I am in this confusion state whether I should study or I should not. Although knowing that my tuition fee costs about 30k ringgit, its shit damn alot, compare to what mum has paid for me in high school and college. I should work hard, I am aiming for more credits this time..we shall see what I achieve towards the end..
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