Wonders...
I've heard 3 bad news on the same day..People around me all having problem with their boy friends, these 3 people are all very close to me and I feel very sad for them. I dont wanna hear anything bad anymore, I've got enough of it!
Fell asleep while I was reading last night, woken up by a phone call of a friend, crapped abit, wanted to go back to bed @ 2am but was wide awake so I read on some stuff on the text book again! Gained some knowledge! I am happy! Thought it would be too late if I dont go to sleep at 3am because I have a early 9am class on Wednesdays morning. So yeh, went to bed and walked into dreamland ard 3+, nearly 4 I guess.
As usual, could not make it for the morning lecture again! Haha!! Went Newtown Thai for lunch with Bernard and Chin, trying to stuff myself with food and more food! Had a ice chocolate at this hidden coffeeshop next to SUV, it's called CAMPOS, not too bad but nothing too special, not as what Chin said, it's probably the coffee that he meant is nice!
German's getting no where..learning more and more stuff but does not seem to remember what I have learned in the past! So much more to learn! I wish to score a High Distinction, or at least a Distinction for this! I'm trying to make myself happy but I am in the depression stage where nothing gives me happiness. Doing one thing and having my mind on the next thing that I've gotta worry about. It's too much!!
I wanna go home! I miss the life where I can just wonder around, need not to think of what I've gotta do for the next minute or even seconds. I hate planning yet I am forced to do that, gotta start planning my study plan from now til exam time! I'd better read off more stuff than leaving them all in a chunk and stress myself like a mad gal the week before exam. It's 1 month and 2 weeks til exam commences! I am now well motivated but I wanna enjoy myself too!
Since when have I stopped drinking like last year? Since when did I make the decision to go somewhere else other than clubbing? Weren't those part of my life for the past few years? Has my mentality grown up by a bit from the past? Or it's just the stressful life I am having now? I need an answer...
Fell asleep while I was reading last night, woken up by a phone call of a friend, crapped abit, wanted to go back to bed @ 2am but was wide awake so I read on some stuff on the text book again! Gained some knowledge! I am happy! Thought it would be too late if I dont go to sleep at 3am because I have a early 9am class on Wednesdays morning. So yeh, went to bed and walked into dreamland ard 3+, nearly 4 I guess.
As usual, could not make it for the morning lecture again! Haha!! Went Newtown Thai for lunch with Bernard and Chin, trying to stuff myself with food and more food! Had a ice chocolate at this hidden coffeeshop next to SUV, it's called CAMPOS, not too bad but nothing too special, not as what Chin said, it's probably the coffee that he meant is nice!
German's getting no where..learning more and more stuff but does not seem to remember what I have learned in the past! So much more to learn! I wish to score a High Distinction, or at least a Distinction for this! I'm trying to make myself happy but I am in the depression stage where nothing gives me happiness. Doing one thing and having my mind on the next thing that I've gotta worry about. It's too much!!
I wanna go home! I miss the life where I can just wonder around, need not to think of what I've gotta do for the next minute or even seconds. I hate planning yet I am forced to do that, gotta start planning my study plan from now til exam time! I'd better read off more stuff than leaving them all in a chunk and stress myself like a mad gal the week before exam. It's 1 month and 2 weeks til exam commences! I am now well motivated but I wanna enjoy myself too!
Since when have I stopped drinking like last year? Since when did I make the decision to go somewhere else other than clubbing? Weren't those part of my life for the past few years? Has my mentality grown up by a bit from the past? Or it's just the stressful life I am having now? I need an answer...
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