day 8

dis-fuckin-gusted by full-of-themselves mankind
to hell with people who don't know the meaning of love & appreciation..
so many things you can be unaware of & ignorant about until you decide to sit down and have them flash through your head.

day 4

do you know what it's like, to have to plan how to feel?
is that what life is all about, to plan, to visual, to achieve?
what if the visual had a go with a change and lost?
zero achievement.

day 2

today i feel


miserable as.
guilty as
let loose
judgmental level dropped to minus infinity

day 1

today i feel

embarrassed

tangled

lost

some thing worth remembering..

some things not, apparently.

how far has all these gone..?

things are getting out of control.

must learn it like a kid learning ABC again.

mistakes can be fixed, they leave a scar on you to remind you..

as always..

I once was part of that entity.

Thank you for believing in karma, it stroked through :)

Now when looking back I feel empty.

To the years of friendship to nothing.

I am sick and tired of changes in life.

When I stumble upon my past..

maybe moving on has always been the only way out.

but I never had the courage to go through it.

thank you.

there will not be a chance to look up in the sky and have the same thought.

thank you.

for letting it out.

thank you.

because i know it's wrong since the very start.

thank you.

my perspective towards my future finally set out right.

thank you.

that i will not be able to do the same again.

thank you.

for betraying the trust.

thank you. once again.

 

for you my bestie

Time is ticking.

Mind still pondering.

So much inside I don't know how I am handling.

It all seems dramatic, but it is happening.

Put the world to a pause, and have it rewinding.

To where it all hadn't been damaging.

lil bestie, I read your thoughts.

Things will be fine, they will be. *fingers crossed*